(UPDATE: "That last post" was deleted. Was posted due to mental stupidity...more than usual)
That last post was typed under the influence of something I shouldn't have been self medicating with. But, in case you are wondering...it wasn't an ILLEGAL substance.
And I am pretty sure that I didn't "pay" anyone with any "favors" for the yard being mowed. But to be honest--I'd have to ask him, seeing as how I'm unsure how the entire evening went. I DO remember (partially) eating dinner, crying, taking a bath and being read a few chapters of the Bible (was he trying to save me?). Maybe I was baptised?
Anyway... I do have a refill waiting on me, of the doctor prescribed meds. Maybe after a few days I will get my sanity, memory and life back. But it will all be OK. I'm pretty sure of it.
PS: No alcohol or cigs. Not only am I OUT... I'm quitting. These things can't be good for me. Right?
I quit. Sort of.
2 days ago