Saturday, August 09, 2008

Dear Ann Landers:...

What to do? What to do?

I found something. Something not meant for my eyes. Something from the past. All "out there" for all to see--in all it's naked glory. But left out in the present. If it was meant to be a "secret" it would have been hidden, right? If it's in the past...would it have been left out? Does that mean it's part of the present? If it REALLY was the past--why wasn't it destroyed?

I took it. I have it. I haven't looked at it yet. Part of me wants to. Part of me feels ill.

Do I just put it back? Act innocent and retarded? Or look at it. And then confront? Question? Do I have that right yet? Would I really EVER have that right? Do I want to?

If you are confused--join the club. I'm the President of Confused.

PS: Just ran spell check--and this is my 1st post with NO misspelled words! OMG, go figure.

2 comments:

Kimmykay said...

I think it would depend on what was found. I'm all about talking things out, esp if the relationship is serious. Good luck... just know you have me wondering what was found!

Anonymous said...

A DVD video. From his recent past (last year)? Pretty sure. Anyway. All has been resolved. PS: Makeup sex is great.